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I am a fictional character from the book, Cheryl's Song. I have been grappling with issues of being saved and keeping my man satisfied. My friend, Perry, is pledging my boy friend's fraternity. The hazing is getting more intense than usual. I'm afraid someone's going to get hurt - or worse...

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A Word for You

Cheryl Fields | 2:49 AM | 0 Comments
Why don't we have
A word for you?
When love loves?
We've lied on you.
We sang, "Love don't love
Nobody."
That's insane.
How could love be
Without love?
They don't know you.
You are love, 
Wonderful truth.
You are our savior,
God and king.
They don't know love,
Neither do we
Have a word
To explain you, my King.
Jesus? Lord? Savior?
Bring us to
The knowledge of you,
Love,
You are
Not a thing,
Not hard
To believe
Or understand
This very
Simple truth:
You are love
It's not what you do.

It is In Me

Cheryl Fields | 11:26 AM | 0 Comments

It's in me
To be
What I have to be
It's in me
To know
Where I have to go
It's in me
To have
All the time I need
To be
Me
I know
How to use
The things around me
To do
What needs to be
Women have been able
To make it along
Through all types of things
A woman will survive
Where a man will freeze
She will make warmth
Out of trees and leaves
Nothing undone
No stone unturned
No kindness turned away
She has learned
That to protect
Her father's seed
She must be
The one to be
Alive
Survive, woman
And thrive.

It is Time III

Cheryl Fields | 11:26 AM | 0 Comments

It is time
To be
More then we
Can see
Or do
On our own
It is time
To say
What gets in the way
Of loving
Our own
It is time
To be
Made up
In our minds
It is time
To think
Of all the times
We stopped
And did
Not do
What we
Could see
It's time to breathe.

It is Time II

Cheryl Fields | 11:25 AM | 0 Comments

It is time
You are here
It is worthy
You've cast a tear
You settled your heart
To do my will
It is time
It is here
This is the day
I spoke to you of
This is the moment
This is the love
You've put aside
All
I've asked of you
You've made it a holy thing
In your eyes, truth
Now listen to me
And hear the truth
This day
I will begin
To exalt you.
Love.

It is Time

Cheryl Fields | 11:25 AM | 0 Comments

It is time
To be
It is time
To see
It is time
To love
For me.

It is New

Cheryl Fields | 11:23 AM | 0 Comments

It is new
The voice
You see in me
It is born
Of love
And adversity
It is in me a song
In me a truth
In me a love
That is born of you
I need your love, your peace
Your kindness, these
Are the fruits
Of loving you
I want to see you
As you really are
I want your love
I want us to depart
This day
This way
This love
This strength
Let us never be apart
Let our hearts be one.

It is In the TIme

Cheryl Fields | 11:22 AM | 0 Comments

It is in the time
You take with me
It is in the love
In the freedom
In the keeping
To our will
You know me
You have me
You see me
In you
You're faithful
You're loving
It's time to
Give all
Unite
Be one
With the king
Give all
To fight
For our
Being
United
In Him
One,
You and me,
United
In him,
One,
Let us see
His will
In our lives
In you
In me
His will
In our coming
Into
One being-
His body.

It is Here V

Cheryl Fields | 11:22 AM | 0 Comments

The time is here
To soar, to sing
The time is here
To bring your things
What you've been given
That makes you you
The world is waiting
Be true to you
We need your smile
We need your peace
We need your words
Come share our grief
Let us rejoice
When you win too
We need your love
Come share us too
The gift that God has put in you
We need it now
Come bring what's you
There is a stage
For every one
God has created
It's just begun
The show is on
It's rolling still
You've missed some lines
Come on, jump in
Leave the seats
And show what you can do
There's something you're good at
Something you'd do
Whether the ticket price
Was a thousand
Or a penny
There's a gift you have
You'd do forever for free
That's what we need to see
Come join us now
It's here
You're needed.

It is Here IV

Cheryl Fields | 11:21 AM | 0 Comments

No time to wait
No time to date
The devil in your mind
That says it's too late
Or that you
Have time to choose
The time is now
You know what to do
Step out in faith
If there is no risk
If there is no pain
Your chance you'll miss
You know what
You have to do
Do it now
Through and through
With all your heart
With all you are
With all your will
Be the star
That shines in your dreams
Not what you can see
With the waking eye
Be more than you can be
Put fear aside
The fear you've held so long
You know the fear you have
You've been sleeping with it so long
Say goodbye
Throw away the key
Move on out
Into victory
Move out now
Into victory.

It is Here III

Cheryl Fields | 11:20 AM | 0 Comments

It is here
It is time
It is love
It's in mind
You and me
Our deceits,
Our lies,
Our beliefs
Our holding on
To that not of the king
Our giving in
to unholy things
We are here
It is now
It is time to believe
We are in
the last day and time
Come, receive
Let him know
How much you love
Let him receive
This side of heaven
Let us believe.

It is Here II

Cheryl Fields | 11:19 AM | 0 Comments

One more time
I say to you
It is here
Your time to do
Those things you have been given
Those things you see
Inside your spirit
Inside your being
After the things of God
After the things of truth
After you know
It's time to do
Now is the time
Now is the peace
Now is the wondering
No more after things
That will never come
Is strength born in peace
Is not a brother or sister born
for adversity?
There will never be a time
Convenient for you
To do that thing
You were born to do
It is born out of trouble
It's time to release
Your God-given talent
And just believe.

It is Here

Cheryl Fields | 11:18 AM | 0 Comments

It is here
It is time
It has been given
A new rhyme
A new way
A new thought
A new play
A new brought
Timing
That's the key
Timing
For you and me
No longer
Brought out
Before our key
No longer marching forth
In cadence
Unbelief
Walking in strength
Walking in truth
Walking in love
I love you
My comrade
My compatriot
My walker in these things
Many have trod this earth
Only we in this time
Period
I say
Period
To you
Let us love
Period
One another
In truth
Now.

It Begins

Cheryl Fields | 11:17 AM | 0 Comments

It begins
Right here
Right now
It begins
I'll tell you how
You commit
Give your life to me
I commit
Then we'll see
Our lives
Become one
Our lives anew
Then we've won
What others tried to do
When they said
They'd come together
And be
One another
Two together
We will be
One.

It All Changes Today

Cheryl Fields | 11:16 AM | 0 Comments

It all changes today
The life I leave behind
The things I don't agree with
The old times
The gods I once knew
Who led and directed me
The old haunts
The old places
The old, "That was me,"
Used to be
I went there
And found solace
But the king
Made those places
Detestable,
Hateful to me
Still they call me
Still I say
The love I once knew
Has dried up
Today
What a wonderful day!

In You

Cheryl Fields | 11:16 AM | 0 Comments

In You
There is peace
In you
There is being
Alone
But not really
Alone
But feeling
In charge of my emotions
At peace
After your heart
My king
I devote all
To you
I give my life
For your wonderful truth
In you is life
In you is being
In you is love
I am seeing
For the first time
Really
In you is truth
I love
I am
Forever
In you.

In the Truth

Cheryl Fields | 11:11 AM | 0 Comments

In the truth
In the peace
I am finding
In you
In the way
In the will
In the loving
There's proof
Of my need
For you, my king,
Of my will
Given wholly unto
You
This thing
Has been given
To me
To know
You in truth
To have
Your will
Your way
Your proof
Of living inside me
You are my king
Of loving you only
This thing I see
Your will
At last
In front
Of me
Let us sing
Together
And be
One.

In the Time III

Cheryl Fields | 11:11 AM | 0 Comments

In the time
It takes to know you
I'll be fleeting
I'll be soaring on
The wings of a dove.
In the time it takes to show you
I'll be being
More me than I've ever been before.
In the time it takes us
To become one
Just
A fleeting moment
In time it seems.
In the time
It takes to know you
In the time it takes
To grow into you
I will be
More than I've ever been
Me.
I love you.

In the Time II

Cheryl Fields | 11:10 AM | 0 Comments

In the time
It takes to know you
In the time
It takes to become
Clean
In the time it takes
To show you
How much I mean
To know you
Your will
Your way
Your truth
To know your love
To only love
You
In the time
It takes me,
My God and my king,
In the time
It takes to know you
Let me always be
One.

In the Time

Cheryl Fields | 11:10 AM | 0 Comments

In the time it takes to love you
In the time it takes to be
All that you want me
All that you see
Al that you planned
Before ever you met me
All that you hoped,
Saw,
Reasoned
I'd be
It's easier
To love you
It's easier
To be
It's easier to mind
The things of the king
Don't you know
I love you
Don't you know
I was meant to be
With you
For you
Not who you make of me
I'm sorry I disappointed
I'm sorry I couldn't be
I'm sorry you woke up and noticed
I'm not who you make of me
I'm sorry we wasted
Time trying to be
Who we thought
We should have
Now
It's time for you
And me.

In the New II

Cheryl Fields | 11:10 AM | 0 Comments

In the new
In the now
In the know
I am being
In the posture
In the faith
In the creation
I am seeing
You, my Lord,
You, my king,
Your effervescent ways
Your love
Your praise
Your sovereignty
Your power
Your strength
This I believe
You will prosper me
This day my king
Not because I asked
But because you believe
In me
Through me
You've given me your own
In me
Through me
You've built a home
And come to live
In me
This day
I give you
My heart
My king
Forever.

In the New

Cheryl Fields | 11:09 AM | 0 Comments

In the new being
There is peace
In the new being
You release
I and you
You in me
Us together
One being
Knowing
One another
As truth
Leaning
On one another
This is you
And me
In love
Being
One.

In the Meantime III

Cheryl Fields | 11:09 AM | 0 Comments

What about the time
Between prophecy
And call?
What about the time
Between the trumpets blow
And the wall
Falling
What about when we are told
To be quiet
To sit still
What will we do
When God is working salvation
Will I
Will you
Will we
Wait until
The foundations of the walls
Have been drilled
Holes have been bored
People have been made
Afraid
Of us
And what we've prayed?
Will we wait on God
Between promise
And peace
Will we wait until the time
To shout
Between
God's calling
And his promise
That he's spoken
Will we?

In the Meantime II

Cheryl Fields | 11:08 AM | 0 Comments

In the meantime
In-between time
In the know
In the quiet
In the suffering
As we go
Along
Knowing more of each other
As we go
Along
Knowing how to be
Other
Than we've ever been before
In you
I am learning
How to be faster
At sensing when you
And I are
Headed for
The disaster of not being
One
When you are
Not happy with me
In you
I've been knowing
In you
I've been growing
To love
And to need
Only you
To satisfy me
In you
I'll be staying
For you
Always praying
We two
Will be one
We'll see
This life
We've been living
This love
Always giving
Too much
Never needing to be
Without
Ever doubting
Our love
Is for shouting
And you
And I
Will be
One.

In the Meantime

Cheryl Fields | 11:08 AM | 0 Comments

In the meantime
Between time
When you and I
Know one another
In the between time
Keep time
And know each other's
Needs, wants, loves, and bleeds,
Hopes, kind words we need
The feeling that makes you and me
Want one another
Need each other
In the meantime
Between you and me
In-between time
You and I will see
Each other
And know
Each other
Completely
You and I will be
One.

In the Know IV

Cheryl Fields | 11:07 AM | 0 Comments

In the know
In the now
In the meaning
In the how
In how you
And I can be
In love
As one
Eternal beings
In the price
We'll have to pay
In the being
In love everyday
In loveless places
We will be
Ones who look
Out for the king
And believe
And wait
And stay
In love
This is our duty
None above
Can fulfill
What you and I can do
In love we'll be
In love we'll stay
This time
Be true.

In the Know III

Cheryl Fields | 11:07 AM | 0 Comments

Why don't you
Step here to me
Why don't you
Come over and see
What you've known
Cannot be
What you've held
Dear,
Don't you see
I was not
That which you gave to me
I was not the person
You tried to make me
See me
Hear me
Know me
Still
I've been right here
Can't you see
When will
You
See me
As
I am?

In the Know II

Cheryl Fields | 11:06 AM | 0 Comments

In the know
In the now
I will show
You how
To make amends
For all that be
In your heart
Against me.
I will love
And show in truth
You will be
Knit to me
One
In you
I will show
The nations
How to be
In love
With the Lord
Now,
Let it be.

In the Know

Cheryl Fields | 11:06 AM | 0 Comments

In the know
In the now
In the past
I've been
How
Do you leak
How do you wind
How do you find
Yourself
So far from God?
How do you stray
How do you pray
When God has known
How far
You've gone
From the original intent
From the original Being
After his heart
You're seeing
Only what God
Has against you
Only what God
Had seen
Before he drew
You
And me
To him
Don't you see?
You and I were loved
Before e'er he knew us
You and I were loved
Before e'er he drew us
Into himself
To be
Known and loved
You  and me
He loves
Unconditionally
It's an amazing thing
to know.

In the Beginning II

Cheryl Fields | 11:05 AM | 0 Comments

In the beginning
You came to me
In the beginning
I let you see
My love for you
Now you see
You are far from
What you seemed to be
In your mind
When you thought
Everything was right with you
And the world was wrong
But you knew
Inside
You died
And began thinking
Along my lines
Not yours
And began drinking
And dropping
Hints
At what you'd do
If I gave you power
If I worked through
You
Promised
Me things
You made oaths
And vows
We began to bring
Ourselves into one
Your read of me
You began to see
The distance
Between you and me
Now you think
Erroneously
You are all bad,
What a difference,
My king,
My queen,
My one,
Believe
I made you
I know you
And I see
In the beginning
I chose you
Now believe
In our love.

In the Beginning

Cheryl Fields | 11:05 AM | 0 Comments

In the beginning
You were mine
In the beginning
You found time
To love me
To make us one
To have and to hold
This being done
You left
And said
You'd come
To me
You left
And said
We would be
One
Again
This you told me
This I heard
This I see
I waited
Now, you've come back to me
Let us be
One
Again.